So yesterday morning, I woke up to my major appeal results. It went well. Photography (yay?). I had weird feelings and thoughts, and the happy side of me was too lazy to react to this. Well, there were many reasons.
So I first thought about how this could’ve been different. How I might’ve broken down and not be able to pick myself up and stay strong for this to come, if not for her. She was there with me. Or should I say always there. Because she is either next to me, or in my mind. She has officially become the first thing that comes into my mind the moment I wake up.
And yea, getting into my second choice after all the shit and appealing, I should be jumping for joy. But I didn’t. I wondered why. Probably because I was two hundred and fifty one times happier when she officially became my girl. My girl to take care of. My girl to love. Sometimes I still can’t believe she really is mine now.
I have strong ambitions to have a great career or be great in it, but working towards starting a family with her has become more important than anything else. I have a strong desire to explore the world, but it is still second to wanting to settle down with her. I always dreamt of my perfect life. And now, I think I have taken a huge step towards it. Because she is a huge part of it.
Kinda a long “emotional” post for such a random title eh? Gosh. “Kevin, Kevin.” they’d say. But they don’t know how much these words mean to me, and how much more she means to me. I feel lucky and amazing to be in love with my twin. Okay actually now I think the title of this post should be “she is godsend”. Cheesy but yea, she is my world now.
I love you sillybobo. *makes a heart*